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CIEMR: I Apologize
« on: February 20, 2020, 12:37:04 PM »
CIEMR: I Apologize

So let me apologize to the many of you who sit in eager expectation of me writing a “Normal” kind of social media presentation. You won’t see that sort of thing on this page, except for the nice things my wife puts out. And half or more of the time I go asking myself, why do I care? Why should I take time away from working on my camper I built to take my family on an adventure across this great nation, just to write down some thoughts about the current state of affairs? Perhaps some with a psychology degree can explain to me why it is that I care about any of this.

It’s been a problem for me for decades. In the Armee I tried really hard, like all the time and for decades. I kept myself in shape and sought out tough assignments but skipped out on golfing on the weekends. If I could score a weekend mission flying anything or anyone anywhere, bingo, I was there. What did that get me? Well, I did get promoted but I didn’t make a huge number of friends along the way.

I remember a debriefing I had with a Colonel who was the departing commanding officer. He had written my officer evaluation report. He showed it to me, and I noted that he had checked the top block. I was aware that he had not given a top block rating to any of the other senior pilots and I was surprised. I expected to get hammered because this guy and I were at odds. I cared for nothing else other than building the toughest and best prepared combat aviation unit in the 101st Airborne Division. He cared about getting through his command with no accidents or incidents. Once, in speaking with him in private, I called him a pu__y for not pushing the unit to achieve the greatness that was ours for the taking. And as you may have guessed that did not endear me to him. Frankly I identify more with a Jesus that, when speaking to a certain church of luke warm worshippers, said that “I will spit you out of my mouth!” WHOA! Don’t do things half way, jump in the dep end or run like school girl!

Well after he and I signed that document which positioned me rather nicely for my final promotion to CW5 he and I had a conversation. He told me that in his eighteen months of command I was his single biggest pain in the arse. He said I had continuously bucked him and gone off on my own. He told me that he did not like me for not falling in line. But then he said something which changed how I felt about him. He said that although I had caused him problems that in the past eighteen months his unit had indeed been totally combat ready and the general had noticed. He told me that in large part that had been due to my hard training and hardnosed attitude as a warrior. On that I thanked him and for the first time in forever I shook his hand, told him I was sorry for making his life difficult and wished him luck in the future.

Well I apologize again for telling that story, but it connects in a way to the point I hope to communicate in the next few paragraphs. I don’t like fakes, neither does Jesus. At times, perhaps more than I care to admit, I have been a fake, and I work hard all the time to increase the distance from that past A-hole who shares my name and was once me. I suppose an apology to all those in the past who had to endure being around me is also in order. But on this fake thing, about the pretending, I want to point out and call out some of those who just may fit the definition of the word.

Would all the fakes and pretenders please stop attending my church? I know that is the wrong thing to ask, because perhaps eventually, the unfetted word of God will finally sink in and find its mark…and change you. We Christians are probably the largest group in the Americas, am I right? So why do we live in an America that is immoral and corrupt, and evil? I’ve asked that question before, and I guess the answer remains the same, it’s because evil exists because good men did nothing to stop it. Our nation is sliding off the cliff because Christians do nothing to stop it. See what I did right there? ;-)
This election is the most perilous in all of the history of this nation. Balanced on a razors edge between freedom and an America of old with all its strength on one side and on the other one of socialism, ah, hell, let’s just call it what it is, communism. We almost went over the edge and into freefall with the Obama years. So, let’s do a brief inventory. We lost our definition of what a family looks like. It was once a man, a woman, and some boneheads, err, children. Now it is a couple of men, a cat, a goldfish, and a confused boy or a couple of women sporting purple and green hair with that same boy who is at odds with his teacher and all authority figures. Obummer gave us that. Actually, the devil gave us that, Obummer was just his highly placed agent.

We allowed the government to seize GM, give it to a union and apportion it to foxes. GM, by the way now has the majority of its plants in the China, did you know that? Did you know that Cadillac is the unofficial car of the Chinese communist party? I flat out hate that because I’m a Chevy guy, and if we do ever fire nukes at them, please, please target those plants. We actually gave Iran the money to kill Americans and Jews and to eventually do it with nuclear weapons. Trump brought us back from the precipice, and we may be able to reverse that without incinerating large numbers of people.
We have restored our military from the disastrous decline we saw in the bummer years. Remember that if the congress could not decide on a budget, that, by law (that the demoncrats enacted) the deficit would automatically come out of the budget of the department of defense? Probably missed that one, eeh? After all those were some pretty contentious seasons of the bachelor and bachelorette, I’ll give you that!
During those same years many, many quality military career officers were given their walking papers because they did not fit the new transvestite Marine assault groups, or women navy seal program. All of that is so stupid, so over the top, retarded, I’m not going to waste my time even thinking about that any longer.

I want to apologize to the hundreds (thousands) of troops I served with and at times led. I apologize that your nation asked so much of you, and you selflessly answered every time. I apologize for the cold, wet, sleepless nights, and the lonely separation from your families. You see, I thought it was worth all of that and much more to protect this great nation and its wonderful people. But then I retired and started to mix it up with these sheeple, Dude, I am about as shocked as you are. I had to find half a dozen folks to make up a complete spine. People seemed to be shamed into silence by what seemed to me to be a bunch of noisy children.

I kept wondering why some retired Gunnery Sergeant didn’t grab a couple of his neighbors and go into some of these Antifa crowds and just start spanking those spoiled brats. I apologize because I guess I was a fool! I believed that I was asking you to do the right thing. But had I looked into the M4-A2 crystal ball, digital modifications completed and recently calibrated, I would have seen today. Had I seen a white haired old flee bag of a liar and communist as the front runner of the demoncrats, I would have told all of you, to just break the aircraft and throw in the towel, because I quit, and I encourage all of you to do the same.

You think for one moment I’d waste one nanosecond of a good man’s time defending this riff-raff bunch of crap I see desecrating my nation? Not in your worst nightmare. I’d say, let’s build us a fort, wait it out until these morons kill each other off, and then start working again with what’s left. After all the military is the world’s foremost authority at doing more with less in less time and in the most efficient manner. We don’t even ask for a thank you. Our thanks comes from knowing we did the right thing. And here’s a thought, isn’t that how Jesus was too?

So when you call yourself a Christian and find yourself undecided between Bernie, the mayor, or the child fondler, then use some typo correction tape and white out the part of your resume that states you’s a Christian! Because sweetheart, you may think you are, but you aint! You are, however supporting abortion, same sex marriage, drug abuse, removal of our God from our government buildings, paving the way for Islam to waltz in and place a birka on your daughter, and allowing illegal criminals to gather on your streets and rape her too! So please just gimme a break.

Look, I work security at church and I’m on my feet a bunch. I have to deal with drug addicts, homeless people, those mentally ill and a wife who (rightly so) complains that I never sit with her. Just cut me some slack and don’t make me and others work to protect your imposter posterior, allow us to know that we are once again risking our lives for people of substance, and those that matter.

Go find a church with a gay bishop. Or one which celebrates that perverted lifestyle. Find one with lots of men around but having a woman pastor. The one which is more focused on the new coffee boutique than calling our sinners that they may find their way back to the throne of grace. They are easy to find, just go to the devil, err, yellow pages and look em up.

Please, please all you mustard seed, jelly filled fakers, just stay home, admit what you are, and take ownership for what you have done to my country. And I may be wrong, but I do not consider this your country. Yea, sure you may live here, and by the grace of God have been born here, but if you work to kill the meaning of the lady of the harbor, you are not an American. You would not stand up to her enemies, you will not stand up against evil, and you will not get off your fat butts and vote for someone who will fight your fight. But if you’ve already spent your life allowing others to fight your fights, why start now, right?
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Re: CIEMR: I Apologize
« Reply #1 on: February 20, 2020, 01:57:12 PM »
I'm seeing everyone you're talking about as actors; Politicians who change stances on a light breeze because they're "too progressive" and moderates will vote for Trump instead. "Men" who are keyboard warriors and will "speak up and speak out" through the veil of electronics but cower in a direct dispute that's barely even a discussion let alone an argument. Pretenders who claim to be Christian to their conservative "friends" but then brag about the debauchery they had over the weekend to their actual heathen friends. I have more people I count as friends on this forum than I do in person, and it's not just because I work 65hrs a week and spend all my free time with my family, it's because I'm made nauseous around most people I meet unfortunately. My wife's best friend's husband, who supposedly was a youth pastor at one time, sat while his wife manhandled two derby cars in the heat for 6 hrs, in his sockless loafers and designer glasses. luckily we've met some good people on the island and have discovered there are more of "us" here than them. Thank you for speaking my mind Don. You seem to do that pretty well.
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Re: CIEMR: I Apologize
« Reply #2 on: February 20, 2020, 01:58:17 PM »
And sorry to gum it up, but as much as I understand the purpose behind that title, I don't think you should preface your CIEMR's w/ an apology... ever.
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Re: CIEMR: I Apologize
« Reply #3 on: February 20, 2020, 09:25:39 PM »
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« Reply #4 on: February 20, 2020, 09:28:25 PM »
For some reason God has me all stirred up. I sense something is going on in the spiritual world. I feel warfare against the devils plans, and I can see them unfolding right here, right now. I see so many people being used, perhaps unknowingly as tools for satan's plans. The warrior in me just wants to stomp a mud hole in all that. Perhaps God just wants me to be patient and know that he is Lord!
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« Reply #5 on: February 21, 2020, 07:44:54 AM »
We all have gifts to be used for the Kingdom.  We just have to figure out what they are and how God wants us to use them.  This ministry might be what he wants you doing right here, right now.
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« Reply #6 on: February 21, 2020, 09:00:51 AM »
We all have gifts to be used for the Kingdom.  We just have to figure out what they are and how God wants us to use them.  This ministry might be what he wants you doing right here, right now.
Yea, possibly. He hasn't given me all these experiences, then this ability to write for no reason. But beyond all of that, I think there is big spiritual warfare going on at the moment. My feeling is it is over nations, as armies of God and those of darkness consolidate what they have. Sort of like the last big push before the normandy invasion of WW2. Second coming???
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